I couldnt take it anymore. I dun have the strength to pursue my dreams, but I didnt want to give it up. Family, friends, school work... Too much... Im sinking down.. Been taking panadols these few days again. Panadols are the only thing I could depend on, it makes me drowsy, makes me forget about things. I can only blame myself for being so weak, so weak that she calls u a rotten apple and treat u invisibly. Was doing the projects, but really couldnt take it. Saw an objrct which could be the key to my freedom and happiness, but i really not brave enough to pick it up, although it may only take a few seconds. Apple is dead.... FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER...

dreaming;
4:00 PM;