Im really not sure about what is going on to me. Im just getting more and more moody, and Im really regretting my decision in everything. My decision to stop my dance lessons and other lessons when Im young. I just hate myself, why must I give up so easily?? I regret not following my own heart, why did I choose this group?? Who am I to them?? Im just nothing to them, just a rotten apple to them!!! But is this the reason for my change for this two weeks?? Im going crazy!! Can I find back the old Kaiying?? This is just not me!!

Candy empire seems to need more people, one of my colleague have already work for a continuous of 10 plus days. I feel much better when Im working, I can forget about all this stuffs, and I begin to get use of working there.

I finally bought my first metoyou bear. Although it seems really weird to buy a bear for myself as the wording are strange, but I really like it :) At least this bear makes me happier.