Omy!! My head is bursting!! Done with IAC presentation, LMS blog and BCA pbl 2. I am still very emo. I really duno what is happening to me. It is just not me!!! Where did the happy kaiying disappear to?? Argh!!! Im going crazy, I dun like my tears! Why it kept flowing down despite me trying hard to stop it. Maybe U are just too perfect, thus emphasizing how lousy and stupid I am. But please care about my feelings!! I sacrifice my time just to do all the stuffs yet u made it sound like I anyhow do one! It just hurt, I seldom see u or should i say never seen u criticize their work!! Why cant u just take note of my effort?? Why cant u give some words of encouragement?? Doing BMGT - motivation and leadership only makes me realize what type of leader u are. Are you that stingy that even a wordof encouragement also ahve to save it for yourself?? I am really going crazy!! All these are enough to make me mad!! But there are even more things to add on to my bursting head.
HER HER HER!!! Another her, she just dun understand me and is she really in need of friend, she is forcing me to go out with her, be friends with her, forcing me to give her my hp no. She just forces me, and Im going crazy!!
Argh!! I need space and time to breathe!! I hate this sem!! Duno if i can pass this sem. This is horrible!! Kaiying! Kaiying! Where are u?? Talk with panny n Jac ytd abt our future. Jac seems really sorted out abt what she wants in future, Lihong too at least she knows. This set me thinking.. Is accountancy really the path I want?? I dun think so. Argh I dun have time to think about all this.. Maybe I will sort it out again...