Omy!! My head is bursting!! Done with IAC presentation, LMS blog and BCA pbl 2. I am still very emo. I really duno what is happening to me. It is just not me!!! Where did the happy kaiying disappear to?? Argh!!! Im going crazy, I dun like my tears! Why it kept flowing down despite me trying hard to stop it. Maybe U are just too perfect, thus emphasizing how lousy and stupid I am. But please care about my feelings!! I sacrifice my time just to do all the stuffs yet u made it sound like I anyhow do one! It just hurt, I seldom see u or should i say never seen u criticize their work!! Why cant u just take note of my effort?? Why cant u give some words of encouragement?? Doing BMGT - motivation and leadership only makes me realize what type of leader u are. Are you that stingy that even a wordof encouragement also ahve to save it for yourself?? I am really going crazy!! All these are enough to make me mad!! But there are even more things to add on to my bursting head.

HER HER HER!!! Another her, she just dun understand me and is she really in need of friend, she is forcing me to go out with her, be friends with her, forcing me to give her my hp no. She just forces me, and Im going crazy!!

Argh!! I need space and time to breathe!! I hate this sem!! Duno if i can pass this sem. This is horrible!! Kaiying! Kaiying! Where are u?? Talk with panny n Jac ytd abt our future. Jac seems really sorted out abt what she wants in future, Lihong too at least she knows. This set me thinking.. Is accountancy really the path I want?? I dun think so. Argh I dun have time to think about all this.. Maybe I will sort it out again...

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9:41 PM;

Monday having MAEC common test 2, next friday Blaw tort of law article deadline, BMGT business report have to hand in by the following monday, IAC presenting final assignment on wed, LMS blog reflection on wed too, MYOB deadaline on monday. BCA due next week. Argh!!! Many many things piling up, MYOB entered wrong journal entry, LMS blog haven type yet, BLAW article did nothing yet, BMGT onli finish a small para. BCA data table entered wrongly. I need HELP!!!

Today was horrible, finish BCA tutorial unit7-1 after a long time, but it disappear despite me saving it. ARGH!! Feeling really upset. Break down and cried in sch, maybe because of the tonnes of undone projects and the nearing deadline, plus the unit7-1 and maybe i really duno abt them.. I really duno. I seemed to change alot and I sometimes wonder who I am.

Sianx.. Still have FFA tutorial later up to 6, so tired, but getting back common test results, hope it is not that bad. Going to play audi later with kelly they all, hope it brighten up my day. Tmr still hav aerobics, but recently really dun feel like goin at all, but i really must exercise. Gonna jiayou :)

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2:15 PM;

Went to Mac this morning for breakfast since Ms Tan nvr come, shouldnt hav go sch in the morning, so waste time, could hav use the time to watch ISWAK 2 n dou niu yao bu yao. Didnt manage to get back FFA test papers. All the projects are to be handed in soon, sianx... I really duno what to write for organisational culture, luckily MYOB dateline extended, but onli for 2 days, but better than nth. Blaw's article still haven started yet. Gonna rush le. Got back Blaw test paper on friday, luckily i passed, but tutor sae hav to base our standards on the LAC question, and it was bad really bad, i failed that question. Die le la, exam time, no MCQs n short question onli 25%, the rest is LAC.Went to amk for dinner with sz on fri, she dun look like her. haha changed a lot, but not bad, a different style dun look like singaporean. Had a great time cox we tok a lot. Now feeling better le, thx sz really thanks a lot. Took some photos...

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7:29 PM;

Im goin crazy!! I duno what is going on and what is wrong with me nowadays. Been having that kind of feelings more and more frequently and getting really emotional recently. Im just stressed out this sem, cried several times this sem le. Cant control ytd too, the Bmgt is making me mad, I jus cant think of the organisation culture n the motivation and leadership. Broke down ytd while watching wan quan yu le, I really duno what is going on. Thanks sz. I feel better le and thanks for helping me out. Finish watching mi jia le zhi wu le :) Gonna concentrate on my studies le since sch started le. And Mum always nagging that CNY is nearing, but it makes me more n more stressed, cox it also mean exams round the corner. Haix few more weeks onli, wonder why sem 2 goes by so quickly. I gonna prove to u guys i can survive alone n that i can do it. Aza Aza Fighting :)

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9:45 AM;