back from sch. feeling rather upset. I know that you are trying to make her laugh and feel better, but have you thought about my feelings. It make me seems really useless. I try to laugh infront of all of you, but Im really feeling bad, bitterly crying silently in my heart. I also try to help her with the subjects, those questions I asked you are not only intended for myself but also to help her. I always try to do together with her, unlike both of you who always do things faster than us and leave us alone struggling. Who knows that I cried in the bus all the way home the other time after MAEC lecture when i was feeling bad. Im trying very hard to help with the PBL yet u all seldom includes me, leaving me alone. Does it really make u all that happy by building ur happiness on my bitterness?? I dun like that feeling...

dreaming;
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