my messed up life...

Friday, November 23, 2007

back from sch. feeling rather upset. I know that you are trying to make her laugh and feel better, but have you thought about my feelings. It make me seems really useless. I try to laugh infront of all of you, but Im really feeling bad, bitterly crying silently in my heart. I also try to help her with the subjects, those questions I asked you are not only intended for myself but also to help her. I always try to do together with her, unlike both of you who always do things faster than us and leave us alone struggling. Who knows that I cried in the bus all the way home the other time after MAEC lecture when i was feeling bad. Im trying very hard to help with the PBL yet u all seldom includes me, leaving me alone. Does it really make u all that happy by building ur happiness on my bitterness?? I dun like that feeling...

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dreaming;
6:34 PM;

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Went out to Great World with Kelly, Panny n JacQ on Sunday. Actually planning to bowl at the kim seng plaza but when we reach there we r like the only four under 30?? And they are like pros, so instead went to eat lunner at Great World. Took taxi to orchard, planning to either play pool, K-box or watch movie. Kind of got vexed in the process of deciding, n is like 5 more min to the start of this nice movie n we r still deciding. Finally agreed upon watching Stardust. i like the show, it is damm nice :) Monday was so sianx... just the usual things, tutorial then lecture... Hiax.. Skipping Korean language today.. haix... that is going to be the first and only time... Going out soon :)

dreaming;
4:26 PM;

Friday, November 02, 2007

haix. Just realized that I have not blogged for a long time. Still have to blog my LMS blog of at least 1-2 pages. So sianx... I don't like blogging so much, somemore is to blog about the lesson, blog about LIFE!!! Having biz law now. Having problems with my contact lens, everything I see so blur. I hate Excel, I hate BCA. Having a hard timr doing the tutorials. Such a headache! I finished watching X-Family le :) I like the ending so much especially the part where xia tian, xia yu, han, n dong chen wei, lan ling wang and meng zhu are fighting the huo yan shi zhe. I like them playing the instruments :D I rewatched that part so many times. Kind of busy with sch life, thus have stop watching mean gurl ah chu, though im still watching ying ye 3+1 and romantic princess. Romantic princess going to end le, 3 more eps to go, after that would be showing they kiss again. Im looking forward yo that show. :p

dreaming;
3:11 PM;