so damm sian...yesterdae mornin wake up n feelin so moody mum left for abt half an hr duno for wad so i sittin in front on com desk alone in e hse then duno wad happen to me tears roll down damm when hav i become so emotional then think i was tokin to dl on msn but cryin at home lucky i manage to stop my tears from flowin when mum came back then she went out again... by tt time i already stop cryin le then doin some html thingy tryin so hard to learn think dl n her r one gang damm... its not like i dun wan learn n i wan to be a html dummy rite? hu wans to be called a html dummy? bet there r no one in e world? then went to sch at 3 n reach at 4 so started readin e storybk to cure e boredness there then to avoid this stupid time where both might hav to sit together i skipped my dinner ask others help me buy m&m then continue readin my bk until i finish readin it then i start playin my hp... soon it was our turn but it was so sian b4 goin up saw hx then told her her parents fetchin her then went runnin up she call me but duno for wad then after tt she came n tell me she jus wanted me to smile when i go up lucky nth happen when i partner her... its like leng zhan only nth much still quite upset decided not to look for a job n take up my mum proposal then i can hav $2 or $3 everydae even if im not goin out tt is not bad wad at least no need to much jus stayin at home do hw tts wad she expect me to do tt means im paid to do hw for myself haha... i jus remembered i haven borrowed e zi jin zhi dian vcd so sian... stop here le