feelin so sad... bk shop auntie not employin me le tried so hard to control my tears after sch realli cried in serangoon mrt station but force myself to laugh as i read e joke bk tryin to contol my emotion n went out to heartland mall with ew cant believe it tt she got e job if not for me she wont get e job yet she got it instead...hiaz...at first manage to control my tears even when i got home but when mum ask... omg i burst out le i wanted a job badly so bad yet...now tryin to get a job thru flyers distributor then also ask hx if her dad need helpers but still currently no job ew still wan me treat dl swensen she siao now she shld treat us somemore she still owe me my present more than 2 months le got interest leh hiaz now dun feel like goin sch anymore... also decided to buy my txbk n wkbk at other places dun wan go sch buy le i go i sure cry one i think i so crybaby hiaz... realli in a kinda bad mood hiaz... how to get a job??? hiaz...still got tonnes of hw tml still need go tuition but now no mood think of anything jus typin playin n watchin tv with no emotions sianz... its so unfair!!! my job!!! someone is devoted to her sae willin to wait for her even if it is twenty yrs haha omg she now so bothered haha so funny... hiaz... dun wan tease her le la if not she gonna scold me better think of how to get a job... stop here le :(
