i duno wad happen to me? gettin emotional... jus came back from e interview. e job is sell duno wad previllege card n vouchers priced from 9.90 to 88 so i rejected e job nobody even noe wad stragne company is tt.. on e way back argue with ew again probably is cox of tt both r virgo hard to tok peacefully think she is kind of childish always playin fren or dun fren like pri sch kids... now in such a bad mood... jus cried again... realli emotional... i realli dun expect much all i wan is a job is tt too much? she gave me hope yet crush it!!! i duno y she do it??? why why !!! why she gave me hope n crush it moments later ??? is she tryin to torture me??? i havin such a bad headache now... ew sae she wan more then a job so currently lookin for a job with her but she doesnt seem anxious at all always takin her own sweet time but i realli wanted a job she doesnt even care abt callin jus jokin abt wad she wans do bartop dance shes mad arrrrrrrrrrrr!!! its like e end of e world to me if i dun hav a job... am i askin toomuch by jus wantin a simple job??? i dun feel like goin sch tml or to be exact i dun wish to go to ZHSS again... if i step into e sch again i may break down... todae saw tt thing tt make me jue wang... feel kinda of strange n sad n angry... i duno hu i can trust now or shld i sae i can trust everybody but i dun trust any or shld i sae im feelin depressed n duno wad im tokin or feelin... if there is dozen of wine or beer next to me i sure finish it want... im realli moody... ahhhhh!!! can anyone tok to me now im feelin so frustrated!!! damm !!! i goin to break down again sonner or later n i might be send to e mental hospital for goin crazy over tt damm thing !!! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! i wan to scream out loud!!! i better stop here le or else my hse would be flooded by my tears le... any job offers?
