fine!!!now then i noe so many of ew classmates find me buay song. i already find r's expressions veri strange so she realli dun like me n find me buay song!!! hiaz wad did i do all i did was to be myself might as well ask me kill myself then everybody will not c me then buay song...hiaz feel so moody now hiaz...i bet e teachers also find me buay song hiaz...gim hua keep pickin on me how??? hiaz feel like shuttin myself from e world n jus be myself alone n happy no need care abt ppl's feelings just be me e only me lky n then into my dreamland without mum n dad controllin my face enterin e world of mine n dream for all i want...hiaz...duno lar now my mind so complicated i realli so bad mehmake ppl c le buay song wad can i do???hiaz duno lar watch finish e my date with vampire 3...sianz must i act nice like ew, make cards to ppl sae farewell, gd luck, act guai n shy dun play stand still...hiaz if mus like tt i rather be myself n let ppl c me then buay song hiaz she also everytime discourage me suan me pang seh me hiaz i duno lar so not happy... haiz can only cry silently n dun let my parents noe i sad hiaz...nobody will understand my feelings n noe wad im thinkin...hiaz write a lot le stop here liao...
decision made:be myself n let myself b happy n let ppl feel buay song i cant let everybody feel 'song' but i feelin upset n angry
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smilex...goin into my dreamland n away from e world
