me

life

2008-12-14T21:13:00.004+08:00

YEA!! Exams are over and the 3 weeks break is here... Many projects due at the start of the school.. But before that Christmas... Many things to buy and i am going to work more to earn more $$$ for shopping... Yea..

Many things happen during these few weeks.. All is no longer the same.. No matter what JKAP will still be JKAP.. I really miss the times which we had together.. I really hope that everything will be the same again, though I know that it is nearly impossible.. Since that day when the decision is made, I have been the left out one.. Im just like invisible.. But thanks Panny.. I know u tried to make her notice me.. I still owe u a few treats!!!

I reallise that sometimes, it is better not to know about the past.. Some past are just to painful to remember.. I really wish that I never know truth... It just make my hatred grow.. How can people be so cruel to say such hurtful things to their dearest?? It hurts.. It really hurts!!!

N one last thing i wanna say..

Mama I LOVE U!! Thanks for everything!!

Happy Happy

2008-11-19T09:18:00.002+08:00

Feeling rather happy recently although Im very tired. Went to SMU with huixin on sat to watch dance competition and most importantly to see and support elmo :) I took a photo with him cheers :) Maybe that is the reason for my mood. Haha. Pulled Panny along on Sun, to go bugis and most importantly, get the T-shirt I ordered from Elmo :) And I saw him again. yea :) I like the shirt, but a bit too big, but I dun mind.. Haha.. Bought a wallet with Panny, erm what should I say about the wallet?? Erm Its cute!! And I love my wallet and Panny's wallet too.. Colourful.. haha.. And since my mood is real good, I shall not blog about my work, it will only make me feel sad and angry.. Bleahxx Happy Happy Happy and Smilezz :)

Blah Blah Blah

2008-10-28T10:21:00.005+08:00

Life have been bored recently. School, Work and Home... Very tired... My battery level running low, very low.. But I not sure what I am working for, to help them because they need staffs? Or to earn money? But what the he said to me yesterday really hurt me deeply. I worked for about 7 months going to 8 months.. I dun expect a pay increase and Im satisified with my pay currently, but why she got a pay increase despite working less than me.. And now he actually said that.. If that was what he think, then just ask me to leave, and hire new staffs for all I care.. But if he need my help, why should he say that to hurt me?? Candy empire is WEIRD!!!

Lastly...

Happy Birthday Panny!! Smiles :)

Dead...

2008-10-21T10:08:00.007+08:00

My blog is dead.... Im going to start updating it le, but not really sure how long it will last this time round.. But Im still lazy to type, so i will just post all the photos i took in this 5 mths...

"showering" the bear

making the birthcert of the bear and deciding its name

me with clouds n jac :)

clouds with its new bathrobe :)

Im saying a pledge :P

me with waner

me with panny

waner n panny

all 3 of us :)

Lastly, a neo taken recently.. All three of us :p

Dead

2008-05-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

I couldnt take it anymore. I dun have the strength to pursue my dreams, but I didnt want to give it up. Family, friends, school work... Too much... Im sinking down.. Been taking panadols these few days again. Panadols are the only thing I could depend on, it makes me drowsy, makes me forget about things. I can only blame myself for being so weak, so weak that she calls u a rotten apple and treat u invisibly. Was doing the projects, but really couldnt take it. Saw an objrct which could be the key to my freedom and happiness, but i really not brave enough to pick it up, although it may only take a few seconds. Apple is dead.... FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER...

Crazy

2008-05-08T13:39:00.003+08:00

It seems to another sem of hell. Im going crazy. Maybe I should really see the doctor. Just who am I? Why am I not respected? Thankful that this sem hav only a big project if I am not wrong. She is the queen, Im the servant. She can get angry anytime, and vent her anger on anyone, but what can I do, I am the object which she vent her anger on. Im nobody. Im going crazy!!! Everyday I have to bear with her, but I really cant take it anymore. I hate my life!! But who can I blame? I am the one who make all the decisions, I have to bear with the consequences of these decisions. Panadols and beer are the only way I could thought of to numb my feelings. Really tired...

Going to work tmr. Sianx... Have to learn closing tomorrow and close tomorrow. Argh!!! Hate it.. Hate it.. Two of my sprees item from taiwan has arrived. Happy happy :) Hope these items make me happy. I love shopping online :p I must smile n be strong. I wont let u get ur way.

blue without you.

2008-04-29T11:27:00.004+08:00

Im really not sure about what is going on to me. Im just getting more and more moody, and Im really regretting my decision in everything. My decision to stop my dance lessons and other lessons when Im young. I just hate myself, why must I give up so easily?? I regret not following my own heart, why did I choose this group?? Who am I to them?? Im just nothing to them, just a rotten apple to them!!! But is this the reason for my change for this two weeks?? Im going crazy!! Can I find back the old Kaiying?? This is just not me!!

Candy empire seems to need more people, one of my colleague have already work for a continuous of 10 plus days. I feel much better when Im working, I can forget about all this stuffs, and I begin to get use of working there.

I finally bought my first metoyou bear. Although it seems really weird to buy a bear for myself as the wording are strange, but I really like it :) At least this bear makes me happier.

Moody

2008-04-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

Reealy feeling moody this few days, but I duno what is the exact reason for being so moody. Really have to apologise to mum, I really didnt mean to treat her so coldly, I also dont know the reason for my such behaviour. Went to Westmall with JKP for lunch, but ended up buying lots of stuffs. Each of us bought a Bf shirt, and i added a T-shirt from korea and a necklace which I really like a lot. Been spending alot on sprees and stuff, going broke. A great thing is I got my pay for this month, really happy :) But heard a sad news that another girl going to be sacked again, not sure if it is true. Hope I find the real me!

boring boring boring

2008-04-17T15:51:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since I blogged... School started le, fourth day of school. In IFA lecture, struggling to stay awake :P I really duno how long I coud survive with all the school work. Going to work weekends, and attend school at the same time, I really need enuff strength to survive. I have to admit Im getting old - forgettful, and weak :P Went for my first lesson of dancing on Monday. Itwas tiring but fun :) I like it. Been spreeing alot these days, spend $120 plus over on spreeing, and lots of money on shopping. Going BROKE!!! the lecturer still on Pg 5 only despite the fact that 1 hr 20 mins plus have passed. Slow Slow Slow... Boring Boring Boring.. Bleahxx

off off

2008-03-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

Off day for two days, tomorrow have to start work again. One of the girl got sack, she jus came for about a week only, not sure is it because of the float matter... Feeling rather upset, she is a nice girl... Few more days and Im getting my pay!!! I just cant wait for it, been buying lots of stuffs these few days. I like the feel of shopping onlines :) Another two to three weeks to the start of year 2 in polytechnic. Im not sure about this coming year in poly, things are not going like wad i planned... I decided to quit my job because I thot I would be busy cox Im joining lots of activities, but now, all the activities seems to be unsuccessful :( My application for Korean102 was not successful, kinda sad about it. Im gonna plan more activities. Bleahx :P

novotel with JKAP

2008-03-09T22:03:00.043+08:00

Really tired after work, continuous two days in morning shift. It is really boring to work at millenia, there is really nothing I can do there!!! Argh!!!
Off on Tues and Wed. Watch kungfu dunk with huixin and her fren. I really like kungfu dunk :) Actually I prefer those moves instead :) Berlin Chen is really handsome!!
Took 2 days off on Thurs and Fri to stay over with JKP at the hotel - Novotel :) Though kel was not able to join us in the afternoon, but we had a great time after all. Took lots of photos at night after kel reached. Woke up around 8 plus on Fri morning, play card games. Time passed really fast, if we could stayed longer, it would be more fun. Hope we could have more of such stays in the future.
Some photos...

With huixin at vivo

Night view of clark quay and novotel

Im exhausted after too much jumping :P (secretly taken by panny)

with jac at clark quay

On Fri morning - Tired

i hate candies and choco

2008-02-28T09:18:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Today will be my forth day working le. Heard i will be getting my pay today, that is the only thing Im looking forward to. Heard from colleagues that the boss likes to sack people, so as a result hire lots of people, and he make a big fuss out of small things. Haiz... Im so scared that I cant take it anymore. Been deaming of candies and chocolates since the day I work... It is a nightmare. Unable to fall asleep yesterday night, as a result took 2 panadols to force myself to sleep. Hiaz later still have to work from 12.30 - 9.30. It is real boring to be working day cox there is really nothing to do, and what is worse is that I had to find something to do, so that the boss wont think you are slacking. Argh!!! I hate it!!! Looking forward to tmr, my off day!! Hope that it would be a better day today :)

1feb

2008-02-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

Sianz.. Having Biz law tutorial now. Just finished the blaw test. Damm hard, scored 75 but tt tutor said ned to score 100 cox it is easy and tt we must have alrdy asked other classes on the questions. Sianz... That is wad he HAD ASSUMED!!! Gave him a face tt said " U say somemore i gonna beat u up" face. I dun like this lame tutor who always thot what he said was funny when it was NOT FUNNY!!! Lucky today will be the last tutorial. YEA!! But 5 more days to CNY which means abt 1-2 more weeks to exams. ARGH!!!

Later having BCA hands on test le. Sianx.. Never revise at all, forget all the excel functions le, don't know what to do later. Hope it is not that hard and will be just like the previous hands on quiz.

My room is in a big big mess. Thanks to the spring cleaning, that make my room so messy, I rather my room to be dusty than having me to clean and pack my stuffs again.. Mum tore my poster accidentally while cleaning my shelves.. Omy, my precious poster, I just hate cleaning up!!!

Went to Bugis alone on tues. The feeling is lonely... Bought a new white watch and a new black skinny and 2 books on ISWAK2 and bull fighting. Was approached by a lady, who was trying to promote facial package, and she kept asking the same question. I was so irritated by her cox Im just too anxious to get my new skinny from Xl. I finally gotten my skinny. Woo I jus luv it so much :P Went to AMK Hub to meet Sz. Bought a new shirt to match my grey outfit. I jus love to shop shop shop and buy buy buy :)

Done!!

2008-01-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

Yea! All my project done le, about 2 more weeks to CNY which means about 3 more weeks to exam. Argh!!! I hate exams!!! Was having this lesson of LMS on Wed about goal and success. It set me thinking of my passion, goals and future. What do I really want to do in future, is accoutancy really the path I want, or should I choose according to my interest and passion?? I really dont know what I want for my future. Unlike Jac and Panny, they have already planned their future, especially Jac, she clearly know what she want for her future. Our teacher gave the class 4 example, 4 different people with different lifestyles, she wanted us to choose the person whom we think is a successful person. Some chose a man who is happily married with 3 kids and some chose a man who is a stage actor, which is also his passion and is still living with his parents. He is very happy. Some of my classmates defended that the man who is happily married is successful as he is married, while the stage actor is not financially stable and he is not married. This set me thinking again, why must we get married to be considered successful? Why must we be financially stable as long as it is our passion? What exactly is the definition of successful??

Im already 17 and after 13 Sept Im going to 18. What exactly are my plans for the future? What exactly is the path I want to take? Haix... I must seriously think about my future. Have to log off in 5mins time Lappie no batt le. Thx to some not responsible ppl hu onli noe how to shift the blame to others :(

argh!!!!!

2008-01-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Omy!! My head is bursting!! Done with IAC presentation, LMS blog and BCA pbl 2. I am still very emo. I really duno what is happening to me. It is just not me!!! Where did the happy kaiying disappear to?? Argh!!! Im going crazy, I dun like my tears! Why it kept flowing down despite me trying hard to stop it. Maybe U are just too perfect, thus emphasizing how lousy and stupid I am. But please care about my feelings!! I sacrifice my time just to do all the stuffs yet u made it sound like I anyhow do one! It just hurt, I seldom see u or should i say never seen u criticize their work!! Why cant u just take note of my effort?? Why cant u give some words of encouragement?? Doing BMGT - motivation and leadership only makes me realize what type of leader u are. Are you that stingy that even a wordof encouragement also ahve to save it for yourself?? I am really going crazy!! All these are enough to make me mad!! But there are even more things to add on to my bursting head.

HER HER HER!!! Another her, she just dun understand me and is she really in need of friend, she is forcing me to go out with her, be friends with her, forcing me to give her my hp no. She just forces me, and Im going crazy!!

Argh!! I need space and time to breathe!! I hate this sem!! Duno if i can pass this sem. This is horrible!! Kaiying! Kaiying! Where are u?? Talk with panny n Jac ytd abt our future. Jac seems really sorted out abt what she wants in future, Lihong too at least she knows. This set me thinking.. Is accountancy really the path I want?? I dun think so. Argh I dun have time to think about all this.. Maybe I will sort it out again...

argh..

2008-01-11T14:15:00.001+08:00

Monday having MAEC common test 2, next friday Blaw tort of law article deadline, BMGT business report have to hand in by the following monday, IAC presenting final assignment on wed, LMS blog reflection on wed too, MYOB deadaline on monday. BCA due next week. Argh!!! Many many things piling up, MYOB entered wrong journal entry, LMS blog haven type yet, BLAW article did nothing yet, BMGT onli finish a small para. BCA data table entered wrongly. I need HELP!!!

Today was horrible, finish BCA tutorial unit7-1 after a long time, but it disappear despite me saving it. ARGH!! Feeling really upset. Break down and cried in sch, maybe because of the tonnes of undone projects and the nearing deadline, plus the unit7-1 and maybe i really duno abt them.. I really duno. I seemed to change alot and I sometimes wonder who I am.

Sianx.. Still have FFA tutorial later up to 6, so tired, but getting back common test results, hope it is not that bad. Going to play audi later with kelly they all, hope it brighten up my day. Tmr still hav aerobics, but recently really dun feel like goin at all, but i really must exercise. Gonna jiayou :)

2008-01-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

Went to Mac this morning for breakfast since Ms Tan nvr come, shouldnt hav go sch in the morning, so waste time, could hav use the time to watch ISWAK 2 n dou niu yao bu yao. Didnt manage to get back FFA test papers. All the projects are to be handed in soon, sianx... I really duno what to write for organisational culture, luckily MYOB dateline extended, but onli for 2 days, but better than nth. Blaw's article still haven started yet. Gonna rush le. Got back Blaw test paper on friday, luckily i passed, but tutor sae hav to base our standards on the LAC question, and it was bad really bad, i failed that question. Die le la, exam time, no MCQs n short question onli 25%, the rest is LAC.Went to amk for dinner with sz on fri, she dun look like her. haha changed a lot, but not bad, a different style dun look like singaporean. Had a great time cox we tok a lot. Now feeling better le, thx sz really thanks a lot. Took some photos...

Wearing sz new specs... i look funni ^^

Exchange specs :P

she is mad

2008-01-03T09:45:00.000+08:00

Im goin crazy!! I duno what is going on and what is wrong with me nowadays. Been having that kind of feelings more and more frequently and getting really emotional recently. Im just stressed out this sem, cried several times this sem le. Cant control ytd too, the Bmgt is making me mad, I jus cant think of the organisation culture n the motivation and leadership. Broke down ytd while watching wan quan yu le, I really duno what is going on. Thanks sz. I feel better le and thanks for helping me out. Finish watching mi jia le zhi wu le :) Gonna concentrate on my studies le since sch started le. And Mum always nagging that CNY is nearing, but it makes me more n more stressed, cox it also mean exams round the corner. Haix few more weeks onli, wonder why sem 2 goes by so quickly. I gonna prove to u guys i can survive alone n that i can do it. Aza Aza Fighting :)

amk hub

2007-12-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Went on a shopping spree with sz ytd at amk. The feeling was shiok. First time go amk buy so many things. Saw this really cute bag in the shape of a bus and car, but duno why somehow it look weird when carrying it. Bought a shirt and new wallet from Punk Star, really like the designs there. Simply love it :) Ate korean food for dinner, sz odered bibimbap and i ordered bbq beef. It was nice. I am goin to go there more often. Just started watching a show, Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu, and finally hav smth to do. Sianx.. Still have to do Myob and bca pbl.. Thanks xl for the xmas present and sz fer e belated present :)

Merry Xmas

2007-12-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas :)

Haven blog for a long time...Finally finish all the fliming of LMS in 2 days. It was hilarious, we had lots of Ngs, and we kept laughing. Duno why they say they will laugh the moment they look at me. But Im sorry that I kept laughing throughout. Went to Jac's hse with Kel n Pan to do projects, exchange gifts with one another, hope they like it :p Didnt finish much on the projects, hope can finish it soon. Went out on fri with ber n sz to bugis n met up with xl for lunch. Wore this pair of new shoes n it was damm painful. Waited for xl for an hr plus and our legs were tired and cramping. Bought a pair of skinny, a shirt n Dou niu yao bu yao Ost. I bought the most things among us but not contented. I still wan buy buy buy!!! Thanks sz for the chocolates :) and thanks JKP for their Xmas presents :)

sianx

2007-12-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

Sianx... Feeling rather upset nowadays but for no particular reasons. The internet connection so not stable nowadays. This morning no connection at all. Have no mood to watch any shows. Need to rush the report of LMS scene 2, but so sianx so no mood do anything. Hope the internet connection would be safe till this sunday. Goin to Audi le... Hope it brighten up my day:)

holidays

2007-12-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

yea! Finally finish all the tests. Its 2 weeks break le (: Went to Northpt to shop for christmas present, bought sumthing but duno if they will like it. Finish two shows today. The ending of romantic princess was quite ok at least it is a happy ending. I like the ending of ying ye 3+1. " This is a ..... SECRET !!! " n " Mission terminated". It is really a nice show. yea n next wk would be the first ep of They Kiss Again. OMG I love these shows :) This 2 weeks break will be very busy. Got 5 projects that need to be handed in next yr. Sianx... Next friday goin to learn how to make logcakes with Jac n Kelly. Goin to watch dou niu yao bu yao n find more variety shows :)

sad

2007-11-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

back from sch. feeling rather upset. I know that you are trying to make her laugh and feel better, but have you thought about my feelings. It make me seems really useless. I try to laugh infront of all of you, but Im really feeling bad, bitterly crying silently in my heart. I also try to help her with the subjects, those questions I asked you are not only intended for myself but also to help her. I always try to do together with her, unlike both of you who always do things faster than us and leave us alone struggling. Who knows that I cried in the bus all the way home the other time after MAEC lecture when i was feeling bad. Im trying very hard to help with the PBL yet u all seldom includes me, leaving me alone. Does it really make u all that happy by building ur happiness on my bitterness?? I dun like that feeling...

JKAP

2007-11-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

Went out to Great World with Kelly, Panny n JacQ on Sunday. Actually planning to bowl at the kim seng plaza but when we reach there we r like the only four under 30?? And they are like pros, so instead went to eat lunner at Great World. Took taxi to orchard, planning to either play pool, K-box or watch movie. Kind of got vexed in the process of deciding, n is like 5 more min to the start of this nice movie n we r still deciding. Finally agreed upon watching Stardust. i like the show, it is damm nice :) Monday was so sianx... just the usual things, tutorial then lecture... Hiax.. Skipping Korean language today.. haix... that is going to be the first and only time... Going out soon :)

sianx

2007-11-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

haix. Just realized that I have not blogged for a long time. Still have to blog my LMS blog of at least 1-2 pages. So sianx... I don't like blogging so much, somemore is to blog about the lesson, blog about LIFE!!! Having biz law now. Having problems with my contact lens, everything I see so blur. I hate Excel, I hate BCA. Having a hard timr doing the tutorials. Such a headache! I finished watching X-Family le :) I like the ending so much especially the part where xia tian, xia yu, han, n dong chen wei, lan ling wang and meng zhu are fighting the huo yan shi zhe. I like them playing the instruments :D I rewatched that part so many times. Kind of busy with sch life, thus have stop watching mean gurl ah chu, though im still watching ying ye 3+1 and romantic princess. Romantic princess going to end le, 3 more eps to go, after that would be showing they kiss again. Im looking forward yo that show. :p

sianx...

2007-10-14T14:07:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Sch starting tmr le. Still haven finish watching all the shows. Must really work hard this sem le, I must pass my Korean lang this time round. Must, Must, Must!!! Watch X-family till ep48, still waiting for ep49. Currently watching Express boy till ep8 only. Sianx.. I don't want my holidays to end:( Going to watch ep 9 now...

back

2007-10-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Back!!!

holidays

2007-10-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

Holidays ending soon le, about 2 more weeks. Going to Taiwan tmr, will be away for 8 days, after that holidays would be over. Must really work hard for next sem, especially korean lang. Retaking it, haiz must pass this time round. Been watching drama this few days. Really crazy over X-family, the show is getting really nice. 8 days cannot watch drama, upset :( Holidays:)

saturday:)

2007-09-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

Went back to NP on 18/9 to choose timetable, got into 03. Went to Queensway with By to buy bro's bday present, bought a T-shirt for him. Hope he like it :). Slack at home everyday from Wed to Fri-eat, sleep, play and watch TV.Went to cut my hair ytd. Argh!!! I regretted cutting my fringe, though only a little bit, but it become A/Xsq AGAIN!!! I hate it!! Still watching X-Family, and I can conclude that it is really nice. I just love it :) The story is so interesting. Im wondering why S'pore seldom produce such great nice shows. Goin to continue X-Family ep33 and looking forward to Romantic princess ep2, brown sugar macchiato ep11 and Ying Ye 3+1 this coming Sunday. (:

happy birthday:)

2007-09-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

I turned seventeen today :) Happy Birthday to everyone who is born on 13 September. Got my contact lens yesterday. Went out with Sz to Squared 2 ytd to buy her sis present. Contact lens seems scary, I spend such a long time putting it on and taking it off. Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. Though was quite lonely in the afternoon staying at home for birthday, but my day was brightened up by the birthday wishes. Especially when my ex-neighbour still called to wish me happy birthday. Thanks alot :) Went to interchange to meet Hx. She bought me a slice of cake, though it melted but it tasted great. Thanks for the present:) I love X-family and Im crazy about one of their songs- wu la ba ha. X-family rocks :) Once again, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Happy Birthday:)

9 september

2007-09-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

Slacking at home for almost everyday during the week. Eat, sleep, play, watch TV, watch drama. I did nothing other than that. X-family getting more and more interesting, and i like their song. I just love X-family :) . Watch Hana Kimi(Jap Version) just now, i like it better compared to taiwan version. Tmr will have more dramas to watch le, ying ye 3+1, brown sugar macchiato, 18 censored or not and why why love. Going to watch Mean Girl Ah Chu-Ep4 :)

31 aug

2007-08-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day. Went back to ZHSS today. Met at 9am but the security guard didnt allow us to go in, and have to wait till 10.40am. So sianx, shouldnt have wake up so early lor. So many new teachers now, see le blurr. The Teachers' Day Concert was short but was quite different from last year's performance. I like the magic show and the Circus performance. It was done by a group of gurls, they are so cute, and the performance was so nice la. Went to find the teachers, I miss them all. Went to Novena- Squared 2 with Sz. The things there are nice and pretty but the prices are pretty too. Got myself a watch and a pair of earings. I like the watches there, the designs are nice. I gonna go back there again!!! Went to the third floor, the whole floor are Korea Stuffs. So cool!!! I just love that place. The clothes there are so 'Korean' style, the shoes are pretty,the designs of the clocks are really unique, they even sell everything with the pic of korean stars like cup, book, mousepad, stickers, also have Korean food. Sz and I were so high la. Especially Sz, she is in love with Korea!!! IM goin to Novena Squared 2 AGAIN!!! Corner with love up to ep 15, left 1 more ep if im not wrong. I goin to continue watching X-family. Haiz, tmr still ahv to go for the Women Day.. Sianx.. But I just love today (:

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2007-08-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Went out today with ber and sz to buy teachers' day presents. spend less than a hour to buy the presents, decided to buy practical presents-markers. Lolls it sounds funny, I also duno why. After dinner, thought it was still early so went to Mac to wrap the presents. Was laughing like mad at first also duno why, but luckily after that managed to calm myself down and finish wrapping them in a few minutes time. Watched Corner with Love upto ep 13, X-Family still stuck at ep14. Mean Gurl Ah Chu, Ying Ye 3 + 1, 18 Censored or not, Brown Sugar Macchiato still have to wait till this Sunday to have the next ep. Sianx...

aug28

2007-08-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

Went out today with by for job interview. raining so heavily luckily can take bus there, but the building old old de so scary. what makes it worse is that duno why to go to the Human Resource department must take lift to the 9th floor and walk the stairs to eighth floor. And the lift so old so scary.. Lolls I thinking too much.. The person there like not friendly de, ask me why I only work for 1 day, tell her it is because I wanted to relax for holiday, then she ask me why now i wanted to work. Somemore she asked as if she is the police asking the criminal. Went to J8 after that n ate dessert. I like that dessert so nice!!! Then went window shopping then went home to continue my dramas. I like X-Family. The show getting nicer and nicer. I just love it. :)

26 aug

2007-08-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

third day of holiday. watch 2nd ep of mean girl ah chu and 1st ep of corner love. went out with mum to Victoria Theatre to watch Hokkien Huay Kuan performance. I felt like as if i turn to a kid, it was like a kid performance though with some teenagers acting. but I dun realli like the performance though compared to other performances from Hokkien Huay Kuan. I dun even understand the Hokkien songs sang. went to taka to get the Women day out event kit. haix next Saturday still must wake up early for that activity. goin to watch more drama le.

aug 25

2007-08-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

2nd day of holiday.changed the blogskin and spend so many hours on it. I can only conclude that im really dumb at computers and html codes. And it only shows that the CIP is useless, i learned nothing, wasted my time going to those lectures. finished 4 ep of X-family and 1 ep of why why love. i now like dun have any toher nice drama too watch le only dramas that are shown once every week. going to find a job since its goin to be 6 weeks of holidays. any jobs offer??

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2007-08-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

yea august24 start of my perfect holiday. Also the reborn of my blog, haha im not sure how long my blog will survive this time. I actually didnt want to start since i know its not goin to survive long but my fren might "bite" me if i dont. lol. Went for Dim Sum buffet at Peninsular plaza after MIEC Exam and headed over to esplanade and stayed there for some time. Im going to spend my holidays well. 6 taiwan dramas and 1 japan drama waiting for me. yea!!! This time my blog will be mainly on 18 guys- my fren dear "husbands" from Korea-Super Junior and DBSK. well i also like the them but im not that active... pic of them since i really duno what to write. Happy holidays:)

e bus trip cum sch hours

2006-08-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

hiaz... todae was a terrible dae. had s.s n eng paper 1 n i sure fail de. duno exactly wad i writing lor i write damm slow lar left only 1/2 hour for compo then s.s is worse lor i dun hav time for 4a so only write 1 small short para. i realli mus work hard for my other papers le.

so tired after e exam n thot can slp in bus 853 but in e end cannot slp. ber n i r so irritated by tis auntie n nurse lor. e auntie is like niam niam niam about e students in e bus. sae wad pupils nowadays always pretend to slp nvr giv up their seats den wad students nowadays no manners sae e teenagers wad veri chatty. somemore they still haiyo here haiyo there so annoying lor n they complain all e way to yishun interchange. ber told me tt e nurse also sae tt both of us nvr tell e indian girl infront of us not to put her bag on e seat, but i dun even noe her bag is on e seat lor so stupid lar. its like she cannot tell e girl herself meh since she saw it. after tt went to northpt with ber for teachers' dae present but duno wad to buy so in e end i bought only 2 cards. my dae was worsen when it started to rain heavily n i got drenched!!

hope tmr is a better dae. smilex :)

so long

2006-08-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

jus realise i so long nvr type le haha todae was quite... erm... i duno how to sae la. ok lets start with last week when things start to become weird especially on fri when she came to my seat n help me take my things to sz there n i feel so "honoured" lor n she like erm... haiyo wadeva it is, things started to go weird when sz nvr come to sch last mon. so now im e middle person also shld be e extra person ba. todae was quite ok in sch. now me n sz r sure abt smth tt got someone taste veri kind of weird. hiaz wad shld i sae lex mingdao is shuai lor n hueva me n sz tink is huai or cute someone will sae the opposite lor. todae like everything weird weird de. when goin home after sch e atmosphere also weird weird de like appear another KAIYING lor n i was like trying so hard to make them tok together. hope everything will get better with tis kangta pic haha :) smilex

todae(10/9)

2006-08-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

went out with elaine n dl todae. got a purple wallet fer sz bd but duno if she like it but i think its nice. duno if my taste same as hers. elaine bought brown shorts, demin skirt n black slippers. dl is like damm bored lar cox we r like stoppin at e shops tt sell those tops n dl had nth to do but wait. haha its like so funni lor. ate a cup of ice cream n its so sweet... they sae i veri quiet n i ought to tok more but there like nth to tok abt lor. after O's im goin save up n buy more new clothes n stuffs :)

feeling great

2006-08-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

now is like 11.30 plus le. feelin tired but realli happi. haha cox i jus finish watchin Magicians Of Love its like damm cool la i realize bad guys could realli be cool at times jus like Wah Jai in tt show its like damm cool lor. now like screamin like a super mad gurl. haha feelin realli great now jus ow aud call n ask me wan e superband tickets a not... too bad sz sae she not free lor... haha sz mus be feelin realli upset now there goes her great Bd present haha... n i liek so xin zai le huo haha... got back some results le n i bet i broke the records le i actually scored ZERO for s.s seq qns b... but now i can concentrate on my studies le jus hope i wont get addicted to other taiwanese shows now...haha but now im quite crazii with e phrase " im a person with no tomorrow - wo shi ge mei you ming tian de ren " :) smilez n study hard n chiong for 'O' level le AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

wonderful

2006-07-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

hiaz... im so damm exhuasted lor came back from parkway parade hx came to my hse tis morning to wait for me go east coast park. watched magicians of love for abt 2 hrs b4 goin out n took 853 to angmokio b4 changing bus 24... but duno wad tt bus uncle tryin to tell us la ask us alight at stage 11.3 but hx sae no 11.3 den we miss e stop he still scold us n wasted our time n bus fare lor... finally arrived at ecp at abt 3 n had a great time cycling e feeling was great... aft6er cycling i so tired la went to parkway parade shop n bought a pair of squarish earring then went to ice lemon tee n bought 2 shirts while hx bought 1 bag n 1 shirt total onli $20 lor its like damm cheap la... so tired now lor elaine still ask me tmr want go out not actually wanted but no $ plus go out for 2 days le lor sure not allowed one. now need go slp le... hiax so damm tired but i enjoyed it totally... haha

bad

2006-07-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

hiax... todae had s.s n a maths paper 1... it wad bad toatally bad. ok la a-m was nt tt bad onli sum duno how to do but e s.s was hell. i studied e education, housin n conflicts among countries but none came out... haixxx... sure flunk le la!! b4 s.s exam bernice n sz still sae if wad we study nvr some out 4 s.s then we chiong sbq... but hor i c e qns for sbq n seq i realli feel like handing up blank paper lor nvr study those chpt n i did not even understand a bit a sbq la!! so upset now!!! mon hav emath paper 1, chem n phy/chem mcq... tues wed thurs n fri still hav other exam duno how to study le sianx la i realli mus jia you le now is mock prelim den aug is prelim den Os le ARAR!!! no time le haizzz... wan go slp le... zzzzz...

nearin...

2006-07-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

hiaz... tis thurs is mock prelim le physics n english paper. everyone is likes so tense up lor n im still slackin like tt only study a few chpt for physics n 1 or 2 chpt for s.s but there are like ten plus chpt for each subject la so sian... fri is s.s n a-math all formulas haven memorise yet sure flunk tis time round lor... c aud n bernice so hardworkin keep askin teacher things i like so slack lor... but sz like also still quite slack haha like always lookin in mag for "shuai ge"... after mock prelim den is prelim den O level le i realli damm scared now mus go concentrate n study le

new

2006-07-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

im so bored finally finish editin e blog... ytd decided to make my blog alive but hor honestly i duno when my blog will die again? one yr? one week? or only a day?? i jus such a com idiot lar so my blog definitely will not survive for long. next week is mock prelim le n still like haven study like tt. im kind of dreamin everyday slpin in classs n slackin reallie duno if i could pass my 'O'levels la... im addicted to all those tw shows like devil beside u n it first started with a kiss n i WANT to watch prinicess hours... my results r atrocious n time flies . hiax duno wad i can do???

...hiaz

2006-01-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

i realli realli duno wads happenin to me... mayb i think im thinkin too much but i think she reaali changin a lot like her after she ask her wad happen between us... duno if i can pass my 'O' levels with all this stupid things... im tired le... i jus wan to b myself... hiaz... in such a bad mood now wadeva stop here le no mood le...

6/1/06

2006-01-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

haiz...duno wad happen to me again... almost cried again in sch... nobody told me need go sch tml now duno wad to do still need go tuition... i dun wan go sch face her... heard from hx tt zy like ignore her le... i so scared its all bcox of me... but wadeva... i think she realli change le... decided to forget abt her n concentrate on my studies... omg i sound so... wadeva now realli scared i cannot pass my 'O' levels... dun wan think so much le... stop here le... smilex :)

2/1/2006

2006-01-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

todae is 2/1/2006 le... tml sch open which means it is e end of holidaes n e start of my sec 4 life... i m so happy todae. bro came back at 1 plus at nite... n he brought so many bags of things back anyway i jus lov my bro... haha he bought me S.H.E- reaching for the stars book n chen bo lin keychain...but im so surprised he bught chen bo lin keychain cox i didnt expect him to noe he is my idol...haha... so good he even bought jay posters for his frens n little cute keychains... the best of all is tt he recorded e video of e rehearsal of taiwan's countdown n he help me record S.H.E singin on stage... haha his e best!!! i finish all my hw except e poa quiz... decided to copy e ans... haha... goin to stop here le... im so happy!!! smilex:)

christmas

2005-12-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

haha...todae is 25/12/2005 which is christmas... but todae so borin... e whole morning stay at home...hiaz... nth do at home... still left 1 more week to sch... still hav a lot of hw haven finish... so far only finish eng and chi... tml bro goin taiwan le so no one goin to use e com le other than me...
goin to ask him help me buy things... i miss narnia so much... only can watch on jan cox i borrow e vcd from aud... sianz... now so boring... only went out for dinner cum supper...
so sianz...stop here le...

happy day

2005-12-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

haha... my mood was not spoilt by e raining dae. went out in e afternoon with hx to raffles city to shop then go to e hotel with her family then stay there for maybe 20 mins then go shoppin with hx n her sis... first go to e duno wad millenia then go city link then go suntec... we r like goin around lookin for christmas gift or to be exact she was lookin for a gift for her fren n chocolates for others n i was lookin for christmas gifts for my cousins n a new pencil case for sch... i bought two pen tumbles at action city... n i was like give up le cox cannot find the pencil case i wan then we were like walkin to city hall mrt n we saw the wallet shop at suntec inside got sell pencil case so went in n bought e pencil case... haha i think tt pencil case not bad... haha...then went back yishun to popular n bought a gift for sx... duno y hx sae she change a lot le n ask me whether i got go her blog c so later mus go her blog read c how she change le wadeva now mus rush my work le... end here le... smilex :)

argh

2005-12-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

jus realise i so many daes nvr write posts le... life is damm borin... so many hw haven do yet hiaz... even hx finish doin e compo le... jus now went her hse watch harry potter then she help me put e ear studs n my ears so painful somemore got blood... duno if i regretted it a not... wadeva now i shld care more abt my studies le... jus read e calendar left abt 2 weeks or less to end of holidae somemore haven buy those sch files n hx sae she argue with tt auntie le so maybe also cannot help me buy those things... haix... duno now hu can help me??? i still left a lot of bks in sch so cannot wrap them n i also haven buy a new pencil case... lucky abt one more mth to chinese new yr so got more $$$ le... still could not get over my hair duno how to go sch on jan... also duno wad sch bear bear go wonder if she went to zhss??? wadeva i now realli duno wad i am doin??? still hav poa chi eng math amath n chem or shld i sae i haven finish any... i so damm hopeless... stop here le... smilex :)

pain ar

2005-12-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

hiax... my ear is so pain... yesterdae went hx hse n her mum help me a liitle... so thx to her if not i might hav died... haha jkjk but i wont regret it mayb if i hav e time i might write to jho n ching n ask them abt their ears... tryin to save up to buy new pencil case, watch movie etc... i wan watch so many shows like narnia, tall tale n e zodiac movie in 2006 n im not stupid 2 n many more... sch holidae goin end le still haven find a job currently workin from my mum n earn quite a bit le now hav 100 plus le as long as i dun spend it i sure can save up a lot more... i still hav a lot of hw haven finish, i borrowed hx amath to copy then jus realise i still hav eng compo, chi compo, 1 chi compre, emath, poa n chem... argh buti still wan work n somemore mus remind hx help me buy sch ex bks cox i not goin argh... still hav abt 2 weeks left to end of holidae duno how to face e ppl in sch with my disgusting hair... it is argh... a few daes nvr type posts le mayb bcomin back to my oldself le... duno lar now hav my little pooh with me my mood better le...lucky next yr sec4 le so no need go cldds for long then no need think of how to face her le... cos if not i might be bored to death...haiz... stop here le...

im back

2005-12-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

haha... im back from taiping...
3/12
reach taiping at abt 8am n i was like freezin cold then my uncle drive us to hav breakfast n then back to e 'resort' which my dad called n tt was e start of e 7 daes in taiping. my uncle then drive my dad out to collect my aunt's motorbike n then we stay at home to pack our bags... e first dae was already so borin n terrible, with mosquitoes n houseflies flyin all abt... went out using uncle's car to buy things for e barbeque then at night jho, ching, jet, fei n zen came but mayb bcox too long nvr tok long so like no topic like tt got such a huge gap... e hse was so crowded n noisy then e dae pass...
4/12
my another uncle lend us his car for 4 daes startin from 4/12. so we went to market n started buyin lots of clothes haha n we were like happily spendin e money then e dae pass again with e relatives comin n havin a great tok...
5/12
didn't slp well woke up at abt 5am morning then waited for my uncle to do e morning call cox he n my dad takin their dad to c doctor so until he came then i went to slp again while listenin to e song then woke up n do nth coz no one can drive n take us out... my bro woke up then learn to drive motorbike then we were like shock to hear grandma tell bro to drive so slowly n even tell me to learn when i come back again...haha then when my dad came back, we ask him go slp then we visit my dad uncle so is my duno hu lar then they sae wan meet at a kelong to eat dinner so we went shoppin first then go straight meet them then bro n i fall asleep on e way there... we went to a place where they catch fishes, prawns n other seafoods to sell then we go to a coffee shop near there to eat n e dinner e was gret with big prawns n other seafood then went to jho hse n cut my hair n watch e show wo de ye man tong xue... den we went back n e dae ended again...
6/12
we went to market bought veggies n i bought a magazinen den found out e magazine got giv s.h.e poster n i was so happy haha... den we went to butterworth to visit my second aunt who open a Bata there so went there buy shoes n ate black pepper chicken chop there n i order this duno wad lemon coke coffee n it tasted nice to me but others sae it tasted funny then i bought abt 3 pairs of shoes then visited a nearby mall n bought a new black watch then went home n we also went to Fajar on our way back n i bought this jelly puddin which look nice then decided to keep e cup cox it look nice... then went back then my uncles n aunts bought a lot of things to eat n we had a great laugh n tok then i went to e kitchen to drink soda from e cup then continue tokin den i warn my mum not to let my grandma take e cup to put her achar then continue tokin with my aunt n mum n then heard my mum laughin den my bro so i looked up n i almost spoil everybody mood argh my grandma did not use e cup to put achar instead she put curry inside to let my cousin bring e extra roti prata gravy home to eat n i was so upset yet i laugh tryin not to spil e mood so i ended up slpin in a extra bad mood...
7/12
went to ipoh with my family n my third aunt n she was like tokin all e way from taiping to ipoh n we lost our way then e 45 mins ride bcome 2 hour journey... went there n bought salted chicken n it was so nice then i also bought two bags then we went back again n den tokin with my cousins n aunt abt da er dong n den my mum sae she allow me but i a little bit scared so still not sure den i had a gr e dae ended again...
8/12
went to aulong market n hav breakfast with my uncle n forth aunt den we went to e taipin market buy clothes n went back... den jho called n ask me if i wan da er dong cos they r there liao but dad washin e car so i cannot go out so i was sad for e whole dae... den at night bro wan to go e store buy clothes but dad dun wan so aunt drive us out to buy clothes n help me da er dong den at nite third uncle n aunt came to collect his car den e dae ended again...
9/12
last dae in malaysia n we hav no car so my bro drive e motor bike out for fun n den follow my dad out to look for my dad frens n buy those food to bring back to sing... den at nite my uncle came to drive us to kamunting station to take bus but b4 tt we ttok some photos but zen n fei not here so nvr take with us...den after takin e photos we went to e station n took bus back to sing...

i mus depend on myself!!!

2005-12-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

yesterdae dl send me e wu chu cai hong song... i was like so happy so i asked him how he got it later he told me it was by her so i deleted it immediately even from my com recycled bin... i wan to to everything by myself n not depend on her if realli we cant b frens anymore mayb i will throw awya e bracelet too but tt was like a birthdae present to me since she still owe me one... duno where i can get e song definitely not from her!!! goin too malaysia tonite le havin headache again everytime when goin malaysi i dun feel well one haiz... duno wad happenin to me hope i could get over everything when i got to malaysia... stop here le smilex :)

broke down again...

2005-11-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

hiaz... duno wad actually happen to me!!! i bcomin so emotional... i actually cried this afternoon again...n i finally told my mum tt i argue with her le...mayb i shld hav told her earlier like tt i will feel much better... haiz... duno wad is actually happenin to me??? i seems to get over tt incident le but now mayb the truth is im jus tryin to hide e truth from my mum tt im not happy n tryin to lie to myself... found a job shld b quite easy to earn money one but hx now havin a camp so cannot contact her so mayb come back from malaysia then tell her lor... had to change e bag tt i always bring to malaysia coz i always bring too much things now overload le so change a bigger bag... i like every yr bring new things leh last yr brought games this yr brought sketch bk mayb learn from each experience so i noe how to make myself not so bored anymore... decided to buy many things from taiping- new sch bag plus 2 pairs of sch shoes plus new clothes plus new shoppin bag n lots more... hehe heard dad goin rent car in malaysia... haha so happy finally can rent car le... everytime go taipin sae rent but nvr rent haha... stop here le...

didnt realise

2005-11-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

haha... didn't realize tt i 3 daes nvr write posts le... actually found a job but bro do e job b4 sae veri hard earn money n think hx alos sae dun wan somemore goin malaysia le so mayb dun wan look 4 job le or mayb back from malaysia den look 4 job lor...todae phyline sms me den she ask me is it i quarrel with her so i told her ya den duno wad lar like goin to cry again... hiaz... duno y i so useless like tt also can cry so shibai... dun feel like tellin my tui teacher i goin malaysia coz i scared he fri still wan me go den i sure veri sianz one... yesterdae preparin e clothes tt i goin to bring to malaysai... but like need to bring a lot like tt haiz... den yesterdae mum sis come my hse do bao somemore still force me eat how can she do tt but i also go northpt buy s.h.e new cd haha... finally got it le but spend a lot money le haiz... currently earned another $7 le at least still quite okay goin watch wu chu cai hong le haha... so stop here lor... smilez :)

johor

2005-11-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

hiaz... jus came back from johor went to visit my aunt... traffic jam in sing... so walk to e sing custom then sat e duno wad yellow bus to johor custom then on e way saw some ppl reparin their lorry while jammed on e road... it was like so funny... then go to johor tt custom also human jammed waited for abt half an hr for my passport to be stamped so long... then i so hungry so bought some snacks first b4 takin taxi to aunt's hse... e journey to aunts hse was like abt half an hr so slept all e way there still hav to pay for e taxi ride cox dad no change... then ate bao tt aunt make n chicken curry tt she cooked so not so hungry le then went to Giant then bought a cup corn still need to pay at e other and bet many can run away without payin... went to look at e clothes but cox i eatin e cup corn so not interested in anythin but after finish eatin regretted it so much all e clothes so nice... then when into e giant n bought things but mostly r aunts things then after tt went to eat... e food were like so yummy... lucky i did not eat much if not i sure will grow fatter one... haha... got to stop le... my tt bro naggin le... haiz jus remembered she still owe me my present!!! haha mus hav interest le... hehe...

hehe

2005-11-27T04:00:00.000+08:00

muahaha... 50 malaysia money change for 25 sing dollars from my mum... tt means i earned another 25 plus tt time 10 equals to $35... still not bad shld hav change more money with her cox still hav 100 plus malaysia money then if change can hav at least 50 sing dollars more then plus my savings i would hav enough money le but i need malaysia money to go taiping spend so nvr change with her... currently still lookin for a job... hiaz... a lot sae i too young... later goin johor le can buy things n spend money le but decided to wait go taiping then spend my money... hiaz... havin such a hard time typin coz duno y e com like siao like tt keep popin out this security alert duno for wad... must b tt bro... jus now still hav to restart com for abt 3 times... im goin to explode soon le he still slpin like a pig hiaz... weather so hot... need some cold bath n air condition to cool myself... veri tired yesterdae eyes so itchy think mayb my eyes got prob hiaz... nvr jus wanna get a job n find zi jin zhi dian vcd n someone to help me record e shows when i go malaysia, taiping... stop here le smilez :)

haix

2005-11-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

haix...bro come home le sae wad todae no need go back camp haiz... so typin post now make it short todae veri sian n bored now watchin e rainbow connection hiaz... e story so sad... xiao ai so ke lian... ok ok wadeva jus to shorten my posts... todae call to interview job then i wan call for e min 15 yrs old then nobody pick up e phone so i call another one but tt one need at least 17 yrs old so later nvr call le currently earned $10 le hehe... smilex

rainy day

2005-11-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

hiaz... sianz... todae tues tml wed tt means tml got tui so sianz...todae earned $4 le haha... mum goin broke le... it is rainin all dae long n its such a goood weather to slp... haha. spend e whole dae slackin at home put my hw in front of me for e whole dae but stare at it for e whole dae... haha kept dae dreamin mayb im born to dream... hehe both of us like forget everything le tt would b good too if like tt we wont argue again... mayb its considered happy endin... haha i 'think open' le... think better go look for a job cox i keep doin hse chores to earn money she now so scared le think she goin broke bcox of me le... watchin e wu chu cai hong now tt martin so funny his actions like a kid but veri cute...haha e whole show so nice... now i duno y fall in love with honey stars le... hiaz... duno wad to do now still haven touch any hw todae better stop here n start doin hw now...

its nice

2005-11-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

haha finish watchin harry potter & e chamber of secrets... omg its damm nice... think i goin to watch e new one but i wan to watch e chronicles instead so duno which one to watch... now currently hav a job which is to do my hw n hse chores each hse chores is 'priced' at $ 1-$3 tt means i can earn more than $50 a mth without doin much n if i sell a packet of yalkult, my comission is $0.50, though it is not much, i think it is better than nth but i still keepin a lookout for jobs... my target for e first packet of yalkult is hx... haha todae tidy up my drawers found more malaysia money... haha go back to taiping got money buy things le tts means im broke in sing but not in malaysia haha... got to go shoppin there if not i might be bored to death... my tears like dry le or shld i sae i not so emotional le or i hav forgotten abt everythin le n quite happi now... hehe... i think he is helpin her or shld i sae they r together... haha happi couples(chao guo you yi de you yi) jus realise this mornin tt sat mornin 11am hav zi jin zhi dian yet i nvr watch then watch lao jiu in e evening so nvr watch e 7pm slot... hiaz... so sad where can i find e vcd??? now i like lookin forward to goin to taiping but i noe nvr once is like wad i expected it is always worse then b4 ... every half yr go back but every half yr e conditions become worse... hiaz... stop here le...

came back le

2005-11-20T16:21:00.000+08:00

omg!!! tt lao jiu show is damm nice lucky i went to watch... first went to art class then there got this duno wad lion dance troup duno wad event then e hall deco until so nice... so many lion heads n dragon... then stand there admire e whole hall then forget abt e time le so rush home n had my dinner n rush out to singapore national library to watch lao jiu heard wu lao shi acted in it... the show was damm nice everyone shld watch but e tickets so ex but it was also worthwhile haha... cried in one part of e show maybe bcox i thought of ew tt thing n other things happenin around me... their singin is damm nice... jus came back so tired tml mornin still need go for tui think i tellin e teacher i not feelin well n then skip it cox i dammm tired le but realli enjoyed e show i i hav another or more chances i would go watch again... got to stop here le... tml then type more abt lao jiu... now my mood better le hehe...

sian.

2005-11-20T02:53:00.000+08:00

so damm sian...yesterdae mornin wake up n feelin so moody mum left for abt half an hr duno for wad so i sittin in front on com desk alone in e hse then duno wad happen to me tears roll down damm when hav i become so emotional then think i was tokin to dl on msn but cryin at home lucky i manage to stop my tears from flowin when mum came back then she went out again... by tt time i already stop cryin le then doin some html thingy tryin so hard to learn think dl n her r one gang damm... its not like i dun wan learn n i wan to be a html dummy rite? hu wans to be called a html dummy? bet there r no one in e world? then went to sch at 3 n reach at 4 so started readin e storybk to cure e boredness there then to avoid this stupid time where both might hav to sit together i skipped my dinner ask others help me buy m&m then continue readin my bk until i finish readin it then i start playin my hp... soon it was our turn but it was so sian b4 goin up saw hx then told her her parents fetchin her then went runnin up she call me but duno for wad then after tt she came n tell me she jus wanted me to smile when i go up lucky nth happen when i partner her... its like leng zhan only nth much still quite upset decided not to look for a job n take up my mum proposal then i can hav $2 or $3 everydae even if im not goin out tt is not bad wad at least no need to much jus stayin at home do hw tts wad she expect me to do tt means im paid to do hw for myself haha... i jus remembered i haven borrowed e zi jin zhi dian vcd so sian... stop here le

damm

2005-11-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

read her blog!!! i become emotional again!!! wad dan xiao gui when she sae e story i didnt even scream i she said she was e one hu did damm!!! how could she sae tt n hu sae i dun trust her in my post im tokin abt my another fren she betray ppl b4 so i scared of her ma not ew wad... its true sometimes wad i sae is rite wad like todae in mrt station she walk e wrong way but i admit tt im wrong sometimes but i realli wanted a job wad sae wad i also nvr call myself if im not interested i would not even call those company at all or check up e newspaper... my mum noes tt even if i like watchin tv n wan to noe e timin of e shows i cant be bothered to check e timings i rather miss e shows im tt lazy but now e first thing i do when i wake up ti to find e straits times then look for e jobs when i haven even starts eatin my breakfast... wad makes her think tt im not interested okok... i admit i was not veri nice to her in e afternoon but i already tried to make her not so angry le even decided to walk a long way to northpt to buy mango cake for her n give it to her when i go sch tml yet she those things abt me how could she so i can only conclude...
1.) virgos n virgos can not tok peacefully
2.) virgos r quite powerful when they start scoldin ppl
~especially when both r virgos (they will behave like debate teams)
3.) they make great frens
~eg ew
4.) beware coz their temper r like bombs n volcanoes(unpredictable)
~eg me n kor
5.) n their temper cannot be stop in few min times like forest fires
~eg me n ew n mum
6.) quite emotional
~eg me n mum especially me(duno abt ew)
7.) always believe tt they r correct nvr wrong
~eg me(im a veri gd eg but duno abt ew mayb a little)
8.) likes to suan ppl
~eg me(suan ew cox she shorter than me) n ew(suan me cox i html baichi dun even noe e photoshop thingy)
9.) not easy to change their thinkin
~eg me n ew n mum
10.) words tt they use to scold ppl when they r angry r strong (veri hurtful)
~eg me n ew n kor
nvr realise i type so long le dun feel like goin sch tml sure veri strange one... actaully wanted ask dl help me tell ew smth but now still no job so cannot ask him be middle person cox i noe tt firstly ew will ask him to tell me tt he dun wan to help me n secondly ew will sure ask me treat him one...
realli think they r chao chu you yi de you yi... hey to those readin all mayb no one readin but jus type for fun my meanin of chao chu you yi de you yi is only best best of frens not wad ew always thinkin abt tts all gotta stop le too long le
to her(if she read this): im sorry

为什么给我希望然后又让我绝望

2005-11-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

i duno wad happen to me? gettin emotional... jus came back from e interview. e job is sell duno wad previllege card n vouchers priced from 9.90 to 88 so i rejected e job nobody even noe wad stragne company is tt.. on e way back argue with ew again probably is cox of tt both r virgo hard to tok peacefully think she is kind of childish always playin fren or dun fren like pri sch kids... now in such a bad mood... jus cried again... realli emotional... i realli dun expect much all i wan is a job is tt too much? she gave me hope yet crush it!!! i duno y she do it??? why why !!! why she gave me hope n crush it moments later ??? is she tryin to torture me??? i havin such a bad headache now... ew sae she wan more then a job so currently lookin for a job with her but she doesnt seem anxious at all always takin her own sweet time but i realli wanted a job she doesnt even care abt callin jus jokin abt wad she wans do bartop dance shes mad arrrrrrrrrrrr!!! its like e end of e world to me if i dun hav a job... am i askin toomuch by jus wantin a simple job??? i dun feel like goin sch tml or to be exact i dun wish to go to ZHSS again... if i step into e sch again i may break down... todae saw tt thing tt make me jue wang... feel kinda of strange n sad n angry... i duno hu i can trust now or shld i sae i can trust everybody but i dun trust any or shld i sae im feelin depressed n duno wad im tokin or feelin... if there is dozen of wine or beer next to me i sure finish it want... im realli moody... ahhhhh!!! can anyone tok to me now im feelin so frustrated!!! damm !!! i goin to break down again sonner or later n i might be send to e mental hospital for goin crazy over tt damm thing !!! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! i wan to scream out loud!!! i better stop here le or else my hse would be flooded by my tears le... any job offers?

sad...

2005-11-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

feelin so sad... bk shop auntie not employin me le tried so hard to control my tears after sch realli cried in serangoon mrt station but force myself to laugh as i read e joke bk tryin to contol my emotion n went out to heartland mall with ew cant believe it tt she got e job if not for me she wont get e job yet she got it instead...hiaz...at first manage to control my tears even when i got home but when mum ask... omg i burst out le i wanted a job badly so bad yet...now tryin to get a job thru flyers distributor then also ask hx if her dad need helpers but still currently no job ew still wan me treat dl swensen she siao now she shld treat us somemore she still owe me my present more than 2 months le got interest leh hiaz now dun feel like goin sch anymore... also decided to buy my txbk n wkbk at other places dun wan go sch buy le i go i sure cry one i think i so crybaby hiaz... realli in a kinda bad mood hiaz... how to get a job??? hiaz...still got tonnes of hw tml still need go tuition but now no mood think of anything jus typin playin n watchin tv with no emotions sianz... its so unfair!!! my job!!! someone is devoted to her sae willin to wait for her even if it is twenty yrs haha omg she now so bothered haha so funny... hiaz... dun wan tease her le la if not she gonna scold me better think of how to get a job... stop here le :(

bored...

2005-11-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

stupid!!! type my post half way then damm bro go switch user then com hang need restart cause all those things i type lost so angry !!! todae is like e first dae of holidaes watch finish fullhouse le so like nth to do like tt so bored... force by mum do hw then afternoon go angmokio to look 4 xy mum n go library then i not in e mood go but still forced by mum still hav to walk such a long way so tired... tryin to borrow e zi jin zhi dian e vcd duno hu hav... hope to watch finish all e shows tt i wan to watch so i can get everything out of my mind by jan n concentrate on my studies n prepare for 'o' i now so scared duno whether i can pass a not so fan now !!! c all e sec 4 gettin ready for exam i alos nervous le hiaz... duno wad to do next yr... tml still need go for cl sianz... stop here le... so sianz...

sick...

2005-11-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

hiaz... finally watch finish full house le now addicted to e zi jin zhi dian haha yesterdae so e du hui got tt show so watch haha so nice omg is also abt dance one hehe mus go borrow from fren le or rent from vcd shop. now very tired n not feelin well sianz...e weather so hot hiaz... not thinkin of e fake elaine duno where on earth got such bo liao ppl to pretend to be others then tell dl she like him so damm funny... i hate winnie pooh chan he is mcp todae tui ask us write draft for compo then got five title can choose anyone i chose marriage then he tell e whole class wad some marriage hav prob becox of e wad domineerin wives n he said wad girls shld listen to husband when husband sae go left wives shld go left husband sae go rite wives shld go rite wad e heack i so angry at him he is a complete mcp he himself noe tt how could he teach his students like tt i could hav sued him for sex discrimination now boys n girls r equal there is no such things as boys r better than girls n now there r also female hu work n male hu cook n look after kids wad lucky he is not my dad if not i sure suffer one hiaz... dun tok abt him le... tues need go back sch so sianz... go back sch sure argue with ew again now still thinkin how to meet aud durin holidaes i still owe her bd present by e way ew also still owe me wad hiaz... so tired stop here le smilez :) (:

hot...

2005-11-13T07:37:00.000+08:00

hiaz... yesterdae havin a hard time changin my blogskin... duno wad actually happen to it i shld jus admot im stupid went sch yesterdae then 14 ppl from my class nvr go sch so chem test cancelled yippee but still hav a test but self mark one i got 24.5 yeah higher than sz n aud so happy but afternoon changin skin so irritated then night watch full house omg so nice sia left 2 disc only but this mornin watch another one so left e last one sure got happy endin one yeah!!! ew sae someone tag dl blog usin her name sae she like him so damm funny then she stretch e topic to wad i use hx acc to tok to her sae its my fault wad yuan ze wen ti anyway tt time is hx type e words one lor more of e questions ask by hx not me im jus sittin beside her nia n ask hx tell her im there then she angry le morelikely she hav shen jing wen ti somemore ppl use her name not my prob wad so close conservation box in e end to prevent arguein with her... by e way if she go yuan ze she wouldnt giv her name to bkshop auntie coz she nvr ask for hers wad!!! think ppl so free be jealous of her tt she got blogskin of e dae siao blogskin nia wad not as if everydae is hers she yesterdae sae tt she 11/11 nvr get blogskin of e dae coz she nvr submit tt dae so funny sae until like as if if she submit everydae she will get it haha... i doesnt care a deal over wad blogskin of e dae cox i admit she is pro but compared to e designer of e moomoo diary i think her blogskin is normal only she always change e topic to wad tt r find me buay song dun like me as if i now care wad e heck i not les y i care how she think of me so funny ... jus finish reading one of e story of chronicles of narnia haha i finish it in on hr plus time coz bro rushin me hehe goin to art later then maybe come back watch full house again haha goin buy some things later duno y become a little bit like ew like to buy wad eva things i c realli broke le hiaz...stop here le

wad e damm heck

2005-11-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

idiotic!!! i study chem just now then jus online so suay my bro came home le haven even go to internet n tt idiotic bro of mine lost his hp vent his anger on me damm now not in a gd mood le sure forget all e chem i study jus now holidae ong still giv test wad e heck now realli so moody bro spoil my mood jus now hx come my hse watch disc one full hse mum also join watch then we were like laughin like hell at least jus now im not tt moody all cox of my bro spoil my whole dae lucky dae endin soon le in 3 hours time jus knew tt my cousin was on e newspaper duno he tt pro dun belive it myself my aunt sure veri happy one first is on magazine then won award now even on chi newspaper wa seh if i could be so clever... hiaz... tml havin chem test so scared duno can pass a not all ongs fault not even in e mood for sch still need test hiaz... todae purple toilet last few weeks on dae in sch le she no longer vp le hope e one leavin is tt 'vase' duno lar hav to log out soon for tt idiotic bro so angry!!! went to help bkshop auntie to understand e bk list in e afternoon while waitin for hx hiaz... realli in a bad mood... now tt bull naggin le sure goin to explode soon me too hiaz... stop here le wad a bad evening...

so tired...

2005-11-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

haiz... so tired todae no time watch full house so sad...but full house rox!!! todae use plaster to cover my long nails but they nvr spot check nails cos me scared for nothin sianz... argue with aud this afternoon we like havin waterfight so funny haha... todae adeline's mum drive me home so reach home early she also gave me some pastries? or wadever tt is called haha... reach home early so took a nap b4 goin to tt borin tuition hiaz... stay there for three hours left 5 mins still sae wad ask me study for 10 mins more sianz... todae ong so fierce hiaz... i shock to noe tt ew blogskin is e blogskin of e dae haha... i din noe she so clever mayb i shld jus admit she's pro my cousin duno wad win wad award from duno korea or duno where but e show G23 not nice wad black black one alos can win award??? cant believe it haha evenin rain so heavily spoil my mood still need do si han then cause me no time watch full house sianz i wan watch!!! hiaz... so sianz parents always naggin then i always dae dreaming duno i can pass my 'o' next yr a not so scared...haiz...

borin dae

2005-11-09T14:36:00.000+08:00

haha...so happy my hand recoverin le but feelin a little bit sad coz tml spot check need cut my nails hiaz... todae ong wear yellow polo tee again like nvr wash his clothes like tt so banana aud n me hav such a great laugh n aud created this funny question:wad does ong head contain? ans:*air +water
~~air bubbles rise up thru effeveresence
~~light headed sensation
i also dun noe if this is e rite ans cannot read aud handwritin hehe only can understand my own dino handwritin... sianz todae hx nvr come come sch so nvr come my house or go northpt eat... she so gd this two weeks supp many daes no need go sch todae also i also wan sprain my leg... hiaz...finish watchin disc 14 le hehe... im realli crazii over those vcds show...haha printer realli crazii yesterdae cannot work now can le but gave such a loud sound jus now so scary... hehe... hiaz dun care le jus wanna dae dream i jus love to dream hehe smilex stop here le :)

...hiaz

2005-11-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

hiaz...bro lost his hp le so careless i curse huever hu took his hp a bad life ahead... a bad stealer n pickpocket... but hor my bro so pathetic everything he bought on his own kanna lost or stolen one duno must laugh at him or feel sorri for him...hiaz... todae damm happy sia cos no ong period so happy he change with ms lam mrs see no longer teach us ler so sad...change to lam n leong... hiaz aud was askin me wad my reaction will be if lam is lum (bl) our reaction was like so shock haha lucky it wont happen or mayb in my dreams as a nightmare...hehe...jus found out tt there is holidae assignment so sianz e maths was like one whole big stack with all e chpt we learn this yr... ew came to sch todae n gave me lollipops & a eraser...haha nvr noe she is so gd one ...haha tml hx n me eatin at northpt then she comin my hse hope she got enough time to watch disc 1 of full house full house is so nice hehe always suanin her haha...but she watchin stairway to heaven so she wont b so upset either but i realli crazy over full house ler but e craziness shld soon go away once i finish watchin it but i still crazy over my date with vampire 3 or shld i sae im crazy over any shows cox im a tv crayz girl hu loves to dream:) stop here ler:)

tired sia!!!

2005-11-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

hiaz... so tired... wake up at 6.30 to do cip so sianz...somemore is flag dae damm borin then walk with sz aud n jocelyn she was such a joker n we joke e whole way from angmokio mrt to angmokio market they r so friendly n generous not like yishun chongpang there no one donate one im not e only one hu sae so dl also agree hiaz... one uncle from e jewellery shop even gave me ten dollar n gave others two dollar each e customer insisde e shop also gave us two dollar each wow so generous!!! but to emphasize they r from angmokio market not yishun then sz was praised by one uncle sae she hardworkin while we tok tok hiaz... actually she was slackin lor standin there like a statue...hiaz... then got one auntie offer aud me sz sourplums n we rejected n she tok to us for abt 5 mins but actually i dun realli noe wad she was saein haha... so funny... hehe then we went take neos n we like blur blur one haha then bought something from gift a name but now think its too long hiaz... duno wad to do lar then i rush to art so borin haven eaten lunch so bought mac... but duno why i keep laughin even mh n bb duno wad happen to me haha i also duno wad happen to me myself only noe im tired but will stay awake to watch full house no matter wad...haha stop here le ...hehe... :)

sianz...

2005-11-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

haiz...my hand so painful its like rottin le sianz...yesterdae holidae went shopping centre shop but its still a borin dae hiaz...haha im now crazy over full house le hehe... e show so nice n my dad naggin at me sae wad hav tuition but still need study on my own so naggy he doesnt even noe those education things one always make mistakes n so funny such a joke haha...hiaz... todae morning rain ruin my mood then hx nvr go sch hiaz... so good i also wan sprang my ankle hehe...still need go tuition todae so borin somemore like only i go then when i go home still saw three cats n i fall down again so ma lu still need my neighbour help me lure tt disgustin cat away haha so grateful to him if not i may be seen runnin abt like mad n haven eat medicine...haha then jus finish watchin 2 disc of full house omg its so nice n damm nice hehe...tml still hav e cip sianzz... i still so extra extend to 5pm think e whole sec 3 only aud sz n i extend then todae three of us discussin abt bl thingy sz sae think she is e one bl is tokin abt ...hiaz duno lar y must be life b so complicated...hiaz...

hiaz...

2005-11-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

hiaz...still havin a bad headache...hiaz...in such a holidae mood tt i forget set my alarm clock...haha then morning wake up late but lucky not late for sch...sianz first period chi then ms lie sae wad everyone in this class r 1,2,3,4 u r grouped into this class so tt by next yr june you all become 1... wad crap tt is first dae we c each other then so strict le do compre then she explain no one tok at all she ask question alos no one ans...haha so funny she like tokin to herself like tt then she also 'bo bian' haha so leng chang then e whole dae was like so sian mrs see teachin wad matrix n duno wad mean median mode i dun even care then ting crap those physics facts i dun even bother to open my eyes havin a bad headache so slping lor then aud n hf crapin n jokin there...then still need stay back for duno wad eng suppl need to wad formal letter so sianz... rush home for tuition with hx it was like a hot stuffy dae with a bad mode n headache then yippee e teacher call sae he havin a bad cold no yeah so happi headache better le but hand still veri painful sianx still thinkin how to solve e money problem for goin swensen treat dl...hiaz...bro help me bought a gift for xy so i no need go think wad to buy le...hehe goin watch full house le ...
stop here le smilex :)

so hot...

2005-11-02T08:03:00.000+08:00

hiaz... borin...wake up early in e mornin to play badminton so sianz so tired n hungry somemore need to wait so long for e noodles so sianz...watch two disc of full house...omg!!! e show was so nice...hehe went to clear up my room n tidy up... it was so dirty n dusty... omg so hot... so borin...hiaz todae duno wad indian's new yr then no sch so good!!! we goin causeway later for dinner yippee!!! heard todae jay's cd come out n ew no money buy haha she better buy my present first she owe me my birthdae present for more than 1 mth le haiz... sianz... think my blog goin to be dead soo haha...less n less thing to write ler...haha but i hav to prove im not a html dummy n i can make my blog alive... sianz realli duno wad to do so boring at home e posts becomin shorter n shorter...hiaz is my life realli tt borin tt i hav nth to do n write abt??? haiz stop here ler.

hiaz so sian...

2005-11-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

sianz...havin such a bad headache...went to sch for supp then still need go cldds so sianz. lucky time pas quickly... 1 pm le went opposite for lunch with aud then saw ew... haiz keep askin me go treat dl so sianz...then went back to sch to look for hx...haha...so funny her leg swollen like pig leg hehe so funny if she sees this she sure kill me ler... haha so sorry for her sprang her leg n hav to stay at home hiaz... goin crazy over e vampire thingy realli medicine ler... hehe then ask dl wad treat he wans he sae wad swensens wah!!! i die le hiaz mus emphasize to ew im only treatin dl not her n she is there to 'monitor me' haha tryin to continue to type posts everydae so this will not be a dead blog like e previous one haha aud also create a blog le think she like me is a html dummy...maybe a little better than me hehe...sianz wad a hot n stuffy dae!!! decided to slim down durin e holidaes then buy new clothes hehe... stop here le... smilex :)

tired day...

2005-10-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

sianz...todae went to sch for e open hse thingy n it was so borin nth do there sianz...sat there playin com games then ew came to ask me if i seen dl haha so funny...i think they got smth between them hehe...then she nvr dao me n she decided not to dao me le haha...havin a bad headache then still need go for art class borin sia...sat there playin my hp, mh n her sis not there damm borin... e weather so hot n stuffy...hiaz... sianz...nth to do...jus realise tt im realli crazy over my date with vampire 3 haha...many ppl might think im mad when they saw me on e streets hehe... decided to play with my image in malaysia n dressed like ma xiao ling mayb i can mayb cannot but one thing i noe is tt i need medcine coz im crazy... haha...hiaz... todae argue with mum n dad over my results...they r always naggin... so irratatin. wad right does my dad hav to b concerned over my results n studies n nag at me when he do not noe anythin abt education n do not even noe pets course bk is e eng bk for primary student last time... always playin badminton when i havin exams when im young now then act concerned... he hav no right to control my life!!! stop here for todae:)

sianz

2005-10-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

hiaz...morning go ask elaine abt e m&m tickets thingy then she forget to dao me...haha she go voluteer e facilator thingy hx sae she dun look like one hehe hiaz...got back e report book n e same old comment...hiaz e comment nvr change one always ask me to interact more with friends wad mus join in e grp discussions...sianz...todae last dae of sch le but sec three still hav 2 weeks of supp class...hiaz...sianz sia...hiaz tml still need go sch sianz... need go for wad open hse...sianz no money mayb goin workin but now nvr talk with elaine le hiaz how to go work sianz...still in a kinda bad mood...
im crazy over my date with a vampire 3... haha trying to learn their actions n word i so crazy over them im mad!!!this few dae veri sian especially after i got back report book haiz bl got 4th, audrey got 5th n sz got 6th haiz they all so clever so more bl n sz from normal go express one leh i so dumb no t only a html dummy also a stupid gurl sianz... duno wad type of future i hav duno which jc or poly i can go with a L1R5 of 34 hiaz...i do supid
conclusion>>> ky is a stupid girl hu make ppl feel buay song
...hiaz stop here le

haiz

2005-10-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

sianx...argue with ew now she wan dao me hiaz wad to do i did nth wrong wad!!! apologise to her she also dun accept still sae wad one give zhan shu she siao one tml last dae le so happy goin home slp yea:) hiaz...havin a kinda bad headache duno y...sianx she todae nvr come sch again then sz n audrey n hf plus me playing bingo n a new game called bingoo...sian then purple toliet came in n nag us...so sianz...hiaz... todae read ew blog n found out tt he scan this pic of family tree into com n put it online...hiaz but i cant be bothered by it...its no big deal wad...sianx still in a kinda bad mood...haiz...todae went visit hx then she help me with my blog thingy quite happy... hiaz... nth do now only sighin...sianx lar...stop here le smilez :)

bad mood

2005-10-27T12:43:00.000+08:00

hiaz...i got in to 1st class with siew zi in chinese n ms lie goin to teach us duno shld b happy or sad jus noe im in a kinda bad mood now...duno lar still quite upset with e yesterdae e buay song thingy did not tok to ew at all todae...sianz...havin quite a fun time in sch with audrey n siew zi n huifang playing bingo. hiaz...got this stupid firedrill todae in sch somemore field is wet n muddy n raining. ms long still want us squat down hiaz sianz...everybody leg cramp...so unfair all students squatin down n e teachers were standin happily 'havin a party'...hiaz todae damm bad luck... in sch trip down, knock against e wall then after tuition saw a cat frightened i fall down hiaz...damm bad luck lar duno wad to do... no mood to do anything jus now tokin to my cousin on msn jus now n maunchin on e spicy prawn crackers n did not realise i finish 3/4 of e packet hiaz...no mood lar ... sinaz...stop here le

moody sia

2005-10-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

fine!!!now then i noe so many of ew classmates find me buay song. i already find r's expressions veri strange so she realli dun like me n find me buay song!!! hiaz wad did i do all i did was to be myself might as well ask me kill myself then everybody will not c me then buay song...hiaz feel so moody now hiaz...i bet e teachers also find me buay song hiaz...gim hua keep pickin on me how??? hiaz feel like shuttin myself from e world n jus be myself alone n happy no need care abt ppl's feelings just be me e only me lky n then into my dreamland without mum n dad controllin my face enterin e world of mine n dream for all i want...hiaz...duno lar now my mind so complicated i realli so bad mehmake ppl c le buay song wad can i do???hiaz duno lar watch finish e my date with vampire 3...sianz must i act nice like ew, make cards to ppl sae farewell, gd luck, act guai n shy dun play stand still...hiaz if mus like tt i rather be myself n let ppl c me then buay song hiaz she also everytime discourage me suan me pang seh me hiaz i duno lar so not happy... haiz can only cry silently n dun let my parents noe i sad hiaz...nobody will understand my feelings n noe wad im thinkin...hiaz write a lot le stop here liao...
decision made:be myself n let myself b happy n let ppl feel buay song i cant let everybody feel 'song' but i feelin upset n angry
......
smilex...goin into my dreamland n away from e world

yippee

2005-10-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

yippee!!!mdm koh came back to teach us although it is only for e last few daes but zhan is not teaching us anymore. hip hip horray!!!this is such a great piece of news for everybody. todae went to temasek poly for e wad opening ceremony of e engineerin week. hiaz... it was quite borin there n me, sz n zx played 2 rounds of bingo then watch e performances. e breakdancing was e best among all...hiaz... filled in e quiz but did not win any of e movie tickets/mp3 player or
i-pod... hiaz one of my classmates won a mp3 player n a pair of movie tickets so lucky!!! sianz... left one more disc to e end of my date with vampire 3 n then will be watchin full house le yeah hehe todae in quite a happy mode but quite tired... gonna slp le stop here then :)

life is fragile

2005-10-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

hiaz...yesterday midnite then reach home. went to SGH to visit my uncle n stay there until abt 11 plus hiaz...saw a few ppl bein push into e operation theatre n their family members cryin outside hiaz...realise how fragile life is... one of them was knocked down by a car near chinatown haiz...i realise we got to treasure our time in e world n live life to e fullest cause we may die any minute (like hit by a car, hit by a fallin object from e flat) choi choi touch wood hiaz went to mph n bought a sketch book to prepare to kill my time in malaysia hiaz...yesterdae went out e whole dae only watch a disc of my date with a vampire 3 sianz goin to watch le stop here le

hiaz

2005-10-23T06:12:00.000+08:00

hiaz...such a hot n boring day at home sianx...still hav to go for art lessons hiaz...finally noe how to get a tagboard le but still tryin hard to understand e html thingy...hiaz mayb i shld jus admit tt im a html dummyjus finish watchin my date with a vampire 3- disc 22... hiaz...sianz duno wad to do durin e holidaes hiaz...spend e whole morning at home watchin vcds n tv...hiaz realli duno wad to do so borin...goin out to visit my rude uncle later in e evening n then go shoppin in chinatown. hiaz...actually i go visit my uncle is only for e sake of goin shoppin in chinatown... hiaz...jus hope tt i could get something nice n great after goin shoppin...sianz...

wad e heck

2005-10-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

hiax...wad e heck. kana bully by hx n e*lame again...hiaz i so hopeless duno how to do this stupid blog thingy sianz...trying so hard to understand e wad html...haiz trying to prove to e*lame tt im not a html dummy!!! so boring duno go sch for wad also cannot get anything into my head kinda sianz... haiz...at least im quite happy 2 noe tt i no need take a-maths re-exam le...bet e teachers r unhappy with our results cox they keep scolding us so naggy...i cant be bothered by them all i care is my date with a vampire 3... hiaz... stop here for now :)

sianx

2005-10-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

im in such a bad mood todae haiz...got back home from sch n heard this rude uncle of mine got into hospital hiaz...duno if i should feel happy a not leh. if i feel happy i seems to be veri bad leh but i realli hate him alot leh. he made me cry durin chinese new yr somemore spoil my mood but hor he like realli pathetic leh need to stay in hospital somemore like veri serious leh. hiaz duno lar...so upset my class got a few ppl kana retain feel so sad for them...hiaz todae is such a borin dae play many rounds of bingo with sz n audrey... hiaz... she angry with sz again...she care so much abt sz as if like bgr relationship like tt...haha is sz c this she gonna laugh her head off...i jus hope tt things get better between them n us...hiaz duno lar...i realli dun understand y must life be so complicated...hiaz...sianz always kana 'bully' by ew n hx...thye r always pullin my rubberband...they better watch out i won't let them climb on my head... hey ew n hx u both give me remember !!! one last important thing to e*lame im not a HTML dummy !!!

sianz

2005-10-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

haiz a borin dae at home and still need go for this stupid tuition tt spoil my dae even more. sianz nth do except watch my date with vampire III. im crazy over ma xiao ling and kuang tian you... hehe im jus crazii over them they rox!!! i feel so bad abt myself doin so badly 4 exams yet havin e mood to watch vcds but i really could not help it. the shows r so nice duno which JC i can go next yr with such bad, lousy results... hiaz... stop here for now... haiz..